32 weeks 1 day

We have made it to 32 weeks and one day though this week has been quite interesting. We went in Monday for an ultrasound and a measurement of my cervical length. Ultrasound was great! Baby boy weighs 3 lbs 7 oz, and Baby girl weighs 3 lbs 5 oz. So they have both gained at least one pound in one month. They are both head down and REALLY low. Baby girl is extremely low which leads me to the subject of my cervical length. It was 16 mm, and Dr.Stands informed us that they don't like it to measure less than 20 mm. As a result he put me on total bedrest -- quote "Pretend you are in the hospital and do nothing more than what you would do there." Previously, I was taking medication as needed for contractions, but he told me to take it at least three times now because he felt a contraction that I did not. I do get to skip the night time dose so that I can get some sleep. One of its side effects is an increased heart rate which I usually take meds to avoid.

David and I went back to the doctor today to see if my cervical length had changed from Monday. It has not changed (Thank you, Lord) so I am to continue as I have been. Actually, this doctor told me I didn't have to stay in bed, but I am going to to be on the safe side. I want to do whatever I can to help the twins "bake" as long as possible.

I had a prenatal visit scheduled for yesterday with a pediatrician, and she agreed to do it over the phone due to my bedrest. I thought that was outstanding of her. She also had her nurse call to let me know the phone call would be a little late. This really impressed me. After talking to her I knew for certain I wanted her to be the pediatrician for the twins. It is so nice when things work out like that. I think some of the hardest people to find upon moving are a good hairdresser and good doctors especially when you are really happy with the ones you had in your previous town/city.

I definitely feel God is watching out for me and helping me during this stressful time. I feel really good and optimistic. I don't feel like the babies are coming anytime soon though I know when they come is completely out of my control. I have been praying for peace of mind and the ability to give things to God to control.

Today is a good day!